
During his life, he should lean on younger brother, Theo, financially. He always should worry about expenses with oil colors for his painting and cost of bread for his daily life. He usually painted self-portraits and landscapes because he didn’t have enough money to hire model for his painting. Even though he had strong passion for painting and he had desire for fame, he always felt inferiority and guilty about financial aid to Theo. I think this poor life and lack of self-confidence of economic problem made him disappoint and be seized with defeatism. Finally, he hospitalized in a mental sanatorium because of his mental disorder after accident that cut his left ear. One thing that the most irony was in his art work is that he painted the most valuable art work during his terrible life time. I think his insane life might be his motive power to create masterpieces in limited his own life time.